
2o of April
18 of april
choir got a BRONZe for syf.
i feel so dam guity towards Mr Goh and Yiong, Mrs Poon, Miss koh and Mr Ong. they work so hard for us but what did we gave them was an unexpected medal.
was so anxious on going to stage and sing. but so many things just went wrong. no matter before or during or after.
1st. jingwen dropped her mascara on her dress and had to change it immediatly. and without fail liying got scolding and so did jingwen. as we are only surpose to put light make up.
2nd. time was delayed as conductors wanted more time to polished up our songs.
3th. stupid dam MC annonced our song sequence wrongly and we time was delayed AGAIN! it can actually cause us 10 to 20 marks for your info
4th. mr goh forgotten to ask us to put down the paper and i guess many was anxious as we didn't know what to do and therfore we didn't sang very well for our sad piece. SAD!
5th. a girl. i heard was jing wen COUGH ON STAGE!!!!. omg! can't they just clear their throat before entering the stage. WTH
6th, Jarllanz dropped his dam phone and it was actually loud enough to let the whole VCH hear it. i thought we were ask not to bring our phone or if have, pass it to the teachers. LOL. i really don't now what he is thinking.
7th. i really don't know how many people had encounted a stage fright while on stage and was just lip singing. ONE was even grapping on to meilin's hand while ON STAGE!!!!!!! WTF la.
8th. after SYF. while waiting for the result, was talking to Daryl as he was just sitting beside me. i guess what i heard from him. he said mr goh was down with a fever as he didn't sleep for 3 straight days just to practice his piano part for us, and someone even saw mr goh hands was trembling while conducting the first 2 songs. OMG. was feeling so guilty. with our bad singing we shouldn't even desever his effort, his sleepness nights practicing. WTH.
9th. we got an unexpected medal. BRONZE.
lastly. i love my conductors and teachers in charge. the rocks.!
spending long hours with us.
getting angry becos of us
not getting MC even when anyone of them is sick as each and everyone of them just wanted to give us their least . and that was their fullest support for us
thinking of ways to improve our singing.
everything they did was so thankful. i really don't know what to say but SORRY and THANKS for all the hard work. i didn't how to face the school as we took of the sustained award down. WTH. it need another 4 years=2 more SYF in order to get back the award. by the time. i have alr guad in poly. i didn't know how to face the teachers and the conductors. i am just feeling to guilty too shamefull to be a leader of the choir. i haven't done much for the choir. letting lihao and liying to get all the scolding, doing all the shouting and doing all the work. i feel so sorry. i am such a bad assi vice chair. i am not even worth to be a leader. OMG. i didn't expect this SYF would let me know so much, so much about my self. i am speechless now.
how i really wish that there was a time machine to go back to time and we might be doing better as we knew our mistake. HAHA. me and my foolish thinking. LOL.
ya so. had dinner at Pizza Hut with Susanna, SiewPing, TanJiaHui and Fabian.
meet up with calvin, shawn, boonpin, Meilin and justin at acarde. played to our max and had alot of fun. went to a open space and took photos (on top).
guess many of us were just happy on the outside. specking about SYF, everyone would be so sad.
ya so went home with shawn as normal
reached home at 12plus
OK. shall stop here. BYE BYE peeps
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